Svenity

2011-08-27T14:32:00.006+08:00

From the naively cute perception of the world when I was a kid, to the indifferent one, with a tinge of sadness, in my teens, to the current state of utter confusion in my twenty (NOT twenties...yet), adults have always tossed their hope unto me with this particular statement:

[You're smart and you ought to be successful when you grow up! Work hard!]

Although sometimes, some would leave out the front part regarding my intelligence (possibly out of jealousy, heh), the idea that it is imperative for me to be successful, is always there. It's as if, it's my destiny to be a "Successer".

It is as if, I am The Chosen One.

.....Well, of course, except the fact that everyone else was the chosen one too. It's like everyone had their very own digimon, instead of just the 7 of them.

However, the only problem is that, I'm not quite sure of what this little thing called Success means. Also, the part where they've mentioned that I'm smart? I'm also not quite sure of what that means either. You know it's not as clear as saying that I'm the last Ancient/Cetra left on this earth or that I'm related, by blood, with the first Vongola boss. It's this vague notion of smartness, which is supposed to lead me to this even vague-erer idea of success.

"Fuck yeah! C'mon now Smart, we're totally gonna pwn the world and become a Successist! Wooo!"

See? I'm confused.
And ofcourse, these are just the confusions I have that I am actually able to articulate.

Success

Is achieving an annual global peace day, like what Jeremy Gilley has been trying to do, a success?
Is winning two Nobel prizes, like Maria Curie a success?
Is being a famous/infamous person, where your fame or notoriety can withstand the corrosion of time like CaoCao and Thomas Jefferson a success?
Is trying to inspire students to make a difference in their lives, one class by one class, year after year, a success?
Is being the person with the longest lifespan a success?
Is having the humility to apologise for the oil spill a success?
Is earning 2.7m annually in order to serve the people a success?
Is being a wealthy person and carve "HAMAD" into an island near Abu Dhabi, like Hamad bin Hamdan al Nahyan, a success?

Intelligence

What do you think intelligence consists of? Is it whatever the IQ tests tries to test?

If your answer is yes, that IQ score = intelligence (it's called Intelligence Quotient ffs), then would it bother you that Christopher Langan, with an IQ of 200+, hasn't already ruled the world? Or would you take comfort in that fact?

If your answer is no, then why does everyone give so much of a shit about IQ scores?

According to Howard Gardner, in which I'm more inclined to believe, there are 8 components to it:
Logical
Linguistic
Spatial
Musical
Kinesthetic
Interpersonal
Intrapersonal
Naturalist
Existential

This post is not intended to be some kind of essay with a nice, concluding ending. It's more of like a container (of infinite volume, fortunately) used to store my growing amounts of confusion I have about this world. Other confusions I might wana add are:

- Why are there some of my ex-classmates, ex-schoolmates, perfectly normal looking friends I've met in the past, doing Multi-Level Marketing these days?

- Why do the whole world actually calmly acknowledge this idea called "Politics" as if it's some kind of run-of-the-mill idea like Art, Religion or cuteness?

- Why do parents, the media and the school (the whole fking society really) think that brainwashing kids with utopian stories is the best way to raise them? Like you expect them to be cute, naive creatures and perhaps staying that way for a while, but yet you expect them to grow up to become a mature, and preferably scheming, person who can maneuver and survive in the so-called adult world also. Whatever that means.

There are things that we know we don't know
and things that we don't know we don't know

2011-04-27T19:40:00.005+08:00

Hmm, I realise that in the modern world, people are only concerned about what you live for, and not what you die for. Sometimes, I wished I was a matyr who would die for a grand cause, instead of trying to figure shits out bit by bit haha. All that loyalty, that emotional attachment and willingness to sacrifise your life, makes being a human so much more awesome.

当今天下之势且是
苟全性命于治世，
亦求闻达于诸侯？

2011-04-23T12:00:00.002+08:00

We are given this incomprehensible gift
of comprehension

2011-03-08T19:09:00.011+08:00

What was initially just a joke and a desperate attempt to calm ourselves down, turned out to be a very apt analogy for the whole 'A' Level experience. That is, the striking resemblance between a round of hardcore Blackjack and the A lvl.

-You go up to the table and a mysterious guy deliberately threw in all your chips for that one round of blackjack. There is no turning back now. As you realise all your assets are in this single round of gamble, you braced yourself for the worst, as well as the best. Then you flip over the cards and allow your eye to absorb the sight of the numbers which decide your fate. Suddenly, at that particular moment between flipping over the cards and deciphering what is written on it, there seems to be a void of space and time. Everything stops. Time, your breath, your heartbeat, everything and everyone around you. Your surroundings also seem to be devoured by the darkness for a little while. Just a little while, but that itself also seems like an eternity to you. One card shows 10 and the other sho..........

Well, it's been a wonderful 2 years to be in SAJC. I still rmb the first day when I entered the school, bearing in mind that I've been posted to my second choice, I saw the words at the foyer - "No one is here by chance" and went "Wah lan eh......siannnnnn".

However, just 2 weeks into my JC life, I found that all of the people there are extremely nice. Being a rather pessimistic realist, I was very skeptical towards this idealistic, if not naive observation and thus, mentally prepared myself for the day when I realise that SAJC actually sucks.

The day never came.

Although I do rmb how annoyed I was at the time when the CSC (China study in Chinese) teacher gathered all the JC1 who took HMT. He analysed with us how much more beneficial it would be for us to take this H1 subject over, say, H1 Econs. He explained that the CSC course only lasts for 1 year and considering the fact that we were supposedly people who already have some foundations in Chinese, we should be able to perform better than if we had chosen Econs - a subject that we have had absolutely no prior knowledge to. Therefore, we will be a lot more likely to get an A and also more time in JC2 to study for the other subjects. Nowhere, throughout the entire session, did he mention about whether we would be interested in this particular subject, or the knowledge that we would eventually be bringing away with, whatever the fking grade eventually. But I wouldn't blame him. He was thoughtful for us in a very pragmatic way. In fact, it is true that for JC students, grades are everything. A 70% distinction rate for E Lit this year? Hell yea I would have considered that if I had known better.

All I can say is that, having went to SAJC and studied there for 2 years, I've definitely learned a lot. Many things that are completely unrelated to the subjects that the teachers taught. Things that are worth infinitely more than the grades that I've gotten. Whereas, having went through the whole A lvl process, I gambled, and it was all-in. I gambled my time, my life and my soul. Luckily, I had an okay hand.

Perhaps, given Singapore's circumstances, the need for efficiency and economic competitiveness leaves its education system no choice but to avoid offering the less economically favourable subjects like Photography, Philosophy (for the lower-tier educational institutions) and other "obscure" subjects. Perhaps, given A lvl's drawbacks and inaccuracies - for example, the same person who gets a Distinction for H3 Physics (which is not very easy to obtain), also gets a B for H2 Physics (which is comparatively much easier to score) - it is still the most efficient and accurate assessment method we can have?

But I guess and hope that all these choose-subject-to-get-A-for-major-exam is behind me, and that I can finally decide what to learn for learning's sake.

最容易被忽略的快乐，
是过程

2011-01-12T22:57:00.007+08:00

在Marina Bay Sands Hotel做的In-room Dining 的工实在太无聊了。
根本没有跟客人交流的机会，
短短8个小时的工象是做了一天一夜一样。
到最后终于熬到了5点要走的时候
却还发现30分钟的休息时间会从工作时间里扣掉，
顿时吧我心情上的“sian”加上了第三声，
也彻底的诠释了落井下石、雪上加霜、火上加油的意境。
不过还好在回家的巴士上竟然碰到了6年左右
以来都从来没见过面的朋友Christina，
才挽回了那无聊的一天。

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其实真的有点受不了几乎所有的歌曲里面都硬要把男女之爱塞进去。
有必要吗？我们每个人生活中的
朋友，家庭，事业，业余爱好等都跑哪去了？
男女爱情固然重要，但是它在我们真正生活中所占的比例
应该没有象中文流行歌曲里那么庞大。
为什么我们的社会要给自己洗脑，
来让我们认为男女爱情是最最重要的...
或许也是为什么我喜欢周董的音乐吧。
有关于家庭的外婆、爷爷泡的茶、爸我回来了，
还有些random的将军、双截棍、龙拳、三年二班、伊斯坦堡等等。

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嗯...最近不知道为什么突然有灵感写一本书，哈哈。
名叫《美、梦》

Of all the movies, drama and pop music,
40% are devoted to the protagonist emoing over breakups
or love ~~triangles~~ polygons and 30% for indecency.
Fortunately, the remaining 30% teaches the audience
how to nurture a good relationship, discover the true meaning and essence of.......
Nah, I'm just kidding, the 30% is reserved for sex, violence and cgi/autotune

2010-12-23T00:11:00.007+08:00

Movie directors BANLIST

Coling Strause, Greg Strause - Skyline
M. Night Shyamalan - Avatar: The last airbender
Michael Apted - The Chronicles of Narnia 3
Paul W.S. Anderson - Resident Evil: Afterlife
Roland Emmerich - 2012
张艺谋 - 满城尽带黄金甲

Movie directors FAV LIST

Alex Proyas - I, robot
Chris Sanders, Dean DeBlois - How to train your dragon
Christopher Nolan - Batman begins; The dark knight; Inception
Frank Coraci - Click
James Cameron - Avatar
Martin Scorsese - Shutter island
Michael Bay - The island
Ron Howard - A beautiful mind
Zack Snyder - 300; Watchmen
丁晟 - 大兵小将
叶伟信 - 叶问
于仁泰 - 霍元甲
张之亮 - 墨攻
周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
周星驰 - 少林足球；国产凌凌漆

All moral stories/fairy tales lack one value
Honesty

2010-12-15T16:58:00.010+08:00

你好呀博客！一下又是半年不见了。
其实早就想对你说一句话了，
那就是：再见，小时候！
去年、前年和以前的你将会永远是那一年的你。

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Walking with dinosaurs 的工作在短短的两个星期里结束了。
真希望这工作能久一点...因为实在太轻松了，哈哈哈！
到了第二个星期时，基本上就是和同事们聊天和吃零食。

哈哈，非常高兴能认识象Daryl, Jessica, Jason, Jing Ying,

Hui Lan, Chu Hui, An Lee, Celestine, Jing Shi, Elaine 这么可爱的朋友们！

其实短短几天，也发生了不少趣事：

-旁边卖（超级贵的）食物的店里有一位举止非常奇怪

的男生看上了我们其中一位女生。

不过相信大家碰到喜欢的人，

行为都会很失常吧，所以可以原谅！

现实主义的我想说：她和他悬殊实在太大了！

理想主义的我想说：我替他加油！蛮有眼光的嘛，哈哈哈！

-工作的时候有很多时段都是超空闲的，

所以真的好闷，于是我会想去到外面看海。

后来回家的时候发现新加坡室内体育馆的另一边有一座桥。

于是第二天（其实也是最后一天）我和Elaine一起去那边探索了一番。

哇，原来比我预期中的还要好看叻！

在那儿，我们发现了一个象罗马体育场(Colosseum)的建筑物、

一个小喷水池、一个超象RPG游戏里打Boss的地方。

还有...Elaine发现那个桥其实会动哦！........NOT

哈哈哈！

-和她们谈话的时候，我也发现到其实一直以来大家都听不懂我在说什么。

除了An Lee! 哈哈哈，终于找到我的知音了! Haha jk

-工作的时候，我们也可以一直欣赏当客人们知道我们物品

的价格的时候的惊讶反应。

"Oh! $30 dollars! Uhh, what currency ah?"

哈哈 =D

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前天和飞去看了Narnia 第三部，蛮无聊的。

而且里面无厘头的“道德教育”更加让我认为小时候所被

灌输/洗脑的童话与语言故事是一个大大的美丽的谎言。

White lie is still a lie，tmd.

Urgh，真是恨透了这些无谓的东西。

一直到现在，都还没有一个人给我一个足以信服的论点，

让我改变这个看法。
改变这个看法说其实用童话故事给小孩洗脑其实是有益的事。

和他聊了一些关于他在Poly Aeronautical Engineering 的东东。

发现他们的Project听起来还蛮有趣的！

是根据题目制造出模型飞机然后要达到题目的要求，

比方说能飞20米。

Hmm, 我突然发现凌飞的名字蛮适合他修的科目的哈哈。

之后和飞去他家吃饭，在路上还打包了一盘孜然羊肉。

---中国菜里面的最爱！

哦，飞也给了我托他在中国帮我买的《跨时代》-周杰伦专辑：

~~Oh, that's a badget set, $15 dollars =)~~

The worst form of incompetency

is one that disillusions a person into

thinking that he is extremely competent

2010-04-20T23:21:00.006+08:00

In the end, it's only the process that matters.
Your birth is beyond your control, your death is predestined,
only what you do in this transition matters.

The only problem is that sometimes, people judge you by whats the end, not the process.
Carlo Rubbia who won the Nobel Prize is just a cheap dead bastard.
Albert Einstein who won the Nobel Prize, deserved at least 2 more of it.
Too bad, people can say that they are 2 of the many great scientists in history, simply because they've won the most prestigious award.

Theists say God ≥ 1
Atheists say God = 0
I say God ≥ 0

2010-04-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

他们又为什么会爱上一个隐形人？

...至少他会无所不在，而且永不离弃。

...一生中，又有哪位你爱的人是你永远不会失去的？

分久必和，和久必分。

...很多时候，人们希望的也不过是细水长流
而不是轰轰烈烈的那一刻。

当你对身边的人事物感到满足
你学会了珍惜
当你对自己的能力感到了满足
你学会了自不量力

2009-12-24T23:00:00.006+08:00

Avatar.

Is.

Flawless.

It's only when you have muscle aches that
you realise you use that muscle all the time

2009-12-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

今天又跑去华初跟YiYi等人踢球，可惜才踢不到一会儿就把脚扭伤了。
唉。。。

之后和黄老师谈了一下，讲到了大学学费的事情还有国籍/当不当兵的问题。
大学学费其实多少不在我的思考范围内吧，算是替位好朋友问的。
怎么说新加坡政府为非富裕家庭的支助还算蛮好的。

至于国籍嘛，可能还需要一点Context:
出生于中国，当然是中国国籍。
之后来了新加坡后，父母经过数年的考虑决定申请公民。
被拒绝一次之后，第二次就被接受了。
我也就顺便跟着成了公民，原因：教育福利等等。
当时那里的公务人员就跟我解释说
因为我还未满21岁，所以我可以暂时拥有两个国籍。
因此，我也就有了一个非常特别的情况，
那就是身为新加坡人和住在此地的我可以选择是否要当兵。

其实就像前一篇文章所说，我觉得爱国或国籍这个概念没有多大的意义。
所以我唯一所考虑的只是个人利益吧。
如果真要论感情的话，我对中国的社会面貌等都没太多好感。
所有的勾心斗角、尔虞我诈、拉关系、走后门、一箩筐的规矩和讲究实在虚伪得很。活得累！
那么多的独生子不知多少都是个人主义得可怕的。（的确，我也是，不过在努力改进！）

如果论个人利益，新加坡的福利等整体对我来说还蛮满意的。
而中国的话，可能顶多就一个蛮“理论性”的想法说，
现在的中国正迅速发展，等到十年后，可能中国护照比美国的绿卡还来得宝贵。
然后你看看中国的人口，除非你是本世纪的爱因斯坦，要不然想搞个中国公民梦都梦不到。
但是黄老师问我：“你到时候真的会想在中国生活，在中国做工吗？”

...不想？

...不想。

而两年的兵下来，认识的朋友又会多了一大圈。
加上包吃包住，虽然比较少的工资始终还是净赚。
到时可以选择买个啥玩意儿或是搞定至少一年的大学学费>=)
听过黄老师说当兵会学到的东西后觉得还挺有意思的。

到最后，归根结底还是我那~~他妈的~~人生里漫长/宝贵的两年要被吃掉。
讲真的，就这时间是唯一的顾虑。

写到这里，又想到黄老师谈到如果在兵营里是做很忙的职位，那么一眨眼就过了。
如果是闲一点的职位的话，那么可以抽这时间读些自己有兴趣或是大学要读的东西，
等到上大学也算是有所准备吧。
他也说到，如果成熟度还没达到，可能19岁读大学未必比21岁才读大学来得有任何优势。

Love is a gift
You feel happy when you send it out and see their appreciations
--althought sometimes you don't--
You'll also be overjoyed when you receive one of those once in a while
However, when you start demanding for it
it's not a gift anymore

2009-12-16T06:54:00.004+08:00

Actually I've been wondering this since I was around 10 probably.
What is patriotism? What's its significance today?

Exactly which part are you "loyal" to when you say "I'm loyal to my country", or when someone says something negative about your country, and you start rambling away like a lunatic?

Is it the government that you love and loyal to? You know, that group of organisation you've never stopped complaining about?

Is it the education system that you've been through, currently in or that your children are in? Well, usually it sucks anyway. The only time you think it doesn't is when the government have done a good job in brainwashing the people into soulless zombies. (Sounds familiar?)

Or is it that district you've been living for xx years already, so..."bonded" to you? In which the government would eventually tear down, making you go crazy. Probably making you bitch about the government again. Haha!
Yea, Maybe I understand that feeling. Like my complete reluctance to change from Windows XP to the crappy Vista. If the government had forced me to do it, ~~then it would have been WAR man~~ then uhh...Vista still sux lor.
Ok but seriously, when I went back China early this year, I was actually kinda upset to find that the rural place where I grew up was totally replaced with concrete buildings. But then again, isn't this pretty much the same "unwillingness for change" as compared to my earlier reluctance to change to Vista? (Anw, I'm just trying to make my point. Vista still sux.)

Aside from complaining your teachers or boss, backstabbing friends or just whining at the good old society scums, you do love your family, neighbours and friends that you really care right? They are part of your country isn't it?
Yea, like 0.1% of the population? Sure they mean the world to you, but if you think they somehow make up the entire country, go start taking Science & Math while I'll work on my Humanities.

Or is it simply because I wasn't born in a time of wars? Or at least haven't been through any kind of that stuff. To begin with, countries themselves made war possible. Also, if war is the thing that would keep the burning patriotism in your heart aflame, then, you know...Just fk it.

Maybe it's because my horizon is only limited to China and Singapore, both in Asia. Mr Ng said when he was in England[citation required], people would just randomly start conversations with him.

Or maybe I should make myself a learning journey trip to North Korea =)

We tend to forget the good things around us
Which is an outcome of our ability to adapt

2009-12-06T18:48:00.004+08:00

Suddenly remembered some T-formula thing i heard they use to calculate the PSLE score and went to google.

Formula for T-Score

Where,
X = Raw score of student
Y = Average Score of the whole cohort
Z = Standard Deviation* (SD)

Thus,
SD + National average
= mass competition
= screw up at the age of 12
= screw up for the rest of you life

Well, on the plus side, if you mug like hell and get a good T-score you'll be in the IP program and can slack for at least 3 years.

Don't ask me why I've bolded the words. Probably 'cause that's the only meaning in life...in Singapore

The only truth is that of which you believe

2009-11-30T23:25:00.009+08:00

Went to watch 2012 with fei on saturday. Well the superstitious bullshit part was lesser than I was expecting, so...yea it was an ok movie.

[SPOILER]But to me, it basically is a summary of a divorced, failed writter who mocks Death for about 10 times before finally making Death pissed off and killed his ex-wife's current husband, thus uniting the writter with his family and lives happily ever after at somewhere in Africa.

Mock no. 1) Stands in a collapsing house, with big chunks of wood falling down, he left the house unscratched.

2) He drives his car at at least more than 70km/h, dodging cars and trees on the road while the earth itself is splitting apart and skyscrapers and bridges crashing down.

3) Finds out the pilot for a small plane that he just bought has died and just pushes the other guy ,who only went for a few basic flying courses, to drive that thing. Then the land disintegrates behind the plane while the plane is running on the run-way to gain speed.

4) An enormous volcano eruption caused rocks to drop from the sky like meteor, like...you know those high level nuker mage in RPG games casting their aoe spells. Then that fail writter drives a van and just dodges every freaking meteor strike. Its like WWII, except that you are driving a van, not a tank.

5) He's back on that small plane, same thing happens. Everything else is destroyed to utter chaos EXCEPT the run-way. Then, during take-off the ground starts to breakdown again RIGHT BEHIND the plane. Again.

6) Spots his random friend at the airport, thus doesn't have to wait for the flight (or in this case, dying), for his friend has a BIG plane. "Of course, it's made in Russia! >=)" says the Russian dood.

7) Emergency landing on a frozen valley. Unscathed again of course.

8) Found some guy to lead them through a secret path to the imba submarine/ship thing built to save a few thousand rich-asses from Armageddon.

9) Got stuck somewhere half-way through the secret passage. Well for him, its just "getting stuck for a brief moment" of course, for his ex's husband, it means "OH SHIT I GOT CRUSHED TO DEATH".

10) Went back to the same place he "got stuck" with again (which is now filled with water) to fix some problem. If almost dying 9 times didn't seem enough for the writter, some random guy in the movie shouted "omg! It's a one-way trip! He wouldnt have enough time to come back up!" Yea right, if he died there, then how would the 9 times of Death-mocking had counted? Of course he lives --- there's a few centimeters of air space at that place that pretty much stays there, probably caused by the sheer presence of that failed writter.

Yeeeeup! That's about 90% of the movie. If this were to be made a game, these are definitely all the 10 levels for the campaign mode. And for those pro-gamers, they'll probably die at different places 6 times PER level before they complete the game. GG.

Now for the remaining 10%:

The made-me-cringe-to-the-size-of-a-neutrino-part:
Young disciple asks the Great Master some stuff and starts rambling away. The Great Master slowly pours tea into the young disciple's cup...pours somemore...until it overflows...

"Master...it's full...master! o.O" cried the young disciple.

Slowly, the Great Master ceased his crap and said, "You, young man, like this cup is too filled with things that you could not accept any ideas and knowledge from the external."

I'm pretty sure this isn't de javu, it's something that has happened for at least 3 times in different HMT Chi compre papers.

The China-USA paradox:
1) The writter and his family (Americans, duh), found there way to China and that young disciple as mentioned earlier led them to his elder brother who were only expecting their own family for him to lead them to safety to.
“他们是什么人？是谁叫你们把他们带来的！？”长兄说。
“哥，你知道我不可以拒绝他们的...”弟子说道。
"*awkward tone*Uhh...Hi...Chinese people...haha....=)" said the fail writter.

2) *Marvells at 4 big ships* "Omg...just look at these things! Built in just 2 years...dam...just leave these things to the chinese..."

The Stupidity of Humanity:
The imba chinese had built 4 big submarine-like ships, used to store all the animal species and a few thousand rich people who spent 10 Billion Euros for a ticket each. In other words, Noah's Arc. Now, for the third or fourth time, the genius geologist (or whatever his useless degree is) has miscalculated the final moment of doomsday. Thus, recalculating it again, realise it's as short as 30minutes. Then of course, if 2 hours of movie is not enough, shit must happen, therefore one of the Arcs are somehow damaged beyond use. So the sad (rich) souls who had paid for their tickets, could not board the Arc.

AND~~~The genius steps in, and talks about how so many people died in vain and if they don't open the gates of the remaining 3 Arcs to accept the sad/rich souls in, they would die in vain as well.
With only 10 minutes on the count-down timer (note the count-down is, again, calculated by the genius, so take note of the incredibility of your sources), they've finally decided to open the gates and voila! Humanity is thus saved!

Yea right, everyone else ALREADY DIED IN VAIN, WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? THE 10 BILLION EUROS!? Just FYI, your stupid Arc would have crashed, killing everyone, if not for the Death-mocker who went back to the water-filled place to solve the problem.

Note: If you don't believe me, go watch it. It's like The Adventure of Tom Sawyer (Substitute Tom with failed writter) plus whole bunch of cool CGIs (eh no, the CGIs are thankfully really good, no sarcasm here), and of course the good old stupidity of script writters + hilarious racism + cliches that makes you cringe like never before.

In conclusion, the movie leaves me with no afterthoughts whatsoever other than fatigue brought about by 2h30m of...TERBABOOM!!!, Tom Sawyer and genius geologist. But frankly, the length of the movie and the nice CGI was already worth the money. No regrets =)

Oh and by the way, what did the Mayans say anyway? The whole movie was based on nothingness since the "Great Prophecies" made by the Mayans did not even say anything about what happens when their retarded lasts-for-5000-years-calender runs out. Why didn't they make a prophecy on when their race dies? That way, their calender should be much shorter than 5000 years =)

Aditya says:
*and you know what else would have happened?
*when they all arrive in china
*the ships would have been readied for take off
*filled with china people
*showing middle fingers to the stupid angmohs.
-= Jack Zhang Zhe Yang =- says:
*LOL
Aditya says:
*no one in the right of mind who has access to these things would share.
*selfish mankind.
-= Jack Zhang Zhe Yang =- says:
*hahaha
Aditya says:
*that would have been a nice ending
*they arrive there in the himalayas
*all the doors are closed
*all the rich people are waiting outside
*inside the ships, all chinese people
*laughing at them
*fade out
*end credits.
*close up john cusack's stupid face
*last words
*"damn chinese"
*then the water rushes in
*epic.
*i would have paid money to see that kind of ending
*hahahah
*the epilogue would be in the future
*everyone's chinese
*and they're telling tales of how the great flood came
*to their little kids
*the moment the discovery happened
*all the countries would go to war.
*over resources.
*US would not have shared the secret.
*with the rest of the world.
*they would have started buying over resources
*borrowing money from other countries
*(with no intention to repay)

死，对于自己来说是种解脱
对于身边的人来说是一种折磨
往往后者大于前者
所以大多数人得以幸免。
是好事还是坏事？
我不知道。

2009-11-26T20:43:00.003+08:00

Oh yay! I got accepted for H3 Contemporary Physics!
Feel like some tyco bastard with 1 year worth of record of inconsistent work lol.

Anw they cover 3 topics:
1) Nanoscale Physics - Quantum mechanics
2) Semiconductor Physics - Uhh some electronic stuff?
3) Biophysics - Chemistry in disguise (I got fooled by it! T.T chem sux...)

Well strictly speaking, I'm not entirely done with the application stuff, coz apparently they've sent me a letter informing that I got accepted (the good part) and also attached an application sheet asking for MY acceptance (the retarded part).

So let me summarise:
I've sent a application letter plus a whole bunch of portfolio, testimonials and CCA record stuff (which bascially says "accept me pretty pleeeease with sugars on top?"). A few weeks later they replied the letter indicating that I'm accepted and requested me to accept the accepted-request offer.

Ok lame that wasn't a summary, but yea you get the point.

But to think about it, it's probably a necessary procedure (and dumb) for these kind of official stuffs. You know, coz there's a reason why it's called "official" and why these stuffs are terribly inefficient.

Like that time when my parents applied for citizenship, the same thing also happened. You know...just in case anything happens? Like if my parent goes "Oh really, our application got accepted! Well that's great! But uhh...Nah, I'm gonna stick with China, sorry man...still thanks for the offer though!"

2009-11-21T10:24:00.004+08:00

Apparently, this phenomenon is not only restricted to China airlines.
Screw you tiny/pebble-wanabes, stop tossing our stuffs around.

2009-11-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

Oh no! Swine flu is back!

I guess we can't be as arrogant as this picture anymore =(

2009-11-13T23:12:00.005+08:00

Greetings people! ...and farewell PW =)
What do you know, I've stop blogging since the sch started and started blogging after PW ended and I totally don't see any correlations here!
~~FK OFF PW~~

Wow, definitely have been a great year in 09S08, SAJC and......omg I'm typing in english.
Well considering all the Cracked.com I've been reading and the big bang theory I've been watching AND no HMT (yay!), I don't have much choice do I?

Started having some inspiration/motivations for my blog...but well it all happened in the middle of the night at 2am where I couldn't fall asleep and didn't want to switch on the comp to bring in the probability of my parents catching me thinking that I've gotten up at night to play games.

Anyway, about a month ago, I stumbled upon this Wilber Pan's song called "Be with you". It sounded nice and I thought it would be really cool if someone could sing with me since its a duet song whereby half the lyrics are in english sang by one guy and the other in chinese by another guy. Until I realise........

So, first of all, did I mention that the 2 voices were BOTH male? Now, let's check out the lyrics:

[I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can’t do us nothin’]
The first line. The first goddammed line and its talking about Proposition no.8 already.

[You’re the one I want and I’ma continue lovin’
‘Cause you’re considered wifey and I’m considered husband]
Yea man, all the love stuff is all cool yo.
No prob with that man...wait considered wifey? CONSIDERED!? WIFE!? So...its not really a she but actually a......nvm

[我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语]
我不知道两人谈恋爱为什么会有冷言冷语, either both of you are outcasts in school or...you know...(refer to above)

[And no one knows
Why I’m into you
‘Cause you’ll never know
What it’s like to walk in our shoes]
Oh yes, I don't know why you're into him and I DEFINITELY don't want to know what it's like to walk in your shoes.

[懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同]
我不知道为什么有困难就需要牵手，但我知道“牵手”跟“变得不同”有间接关系。

[That’s why we’ll break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you]
That's the spirit man! That's the power of love.

[Don’t want your body figure sexually]
No, no you don't want his body figure sexually. No.

[You don’t need another G
You can have it all in me]
G for? For the rhyme...yes...of course...I mean what else could it be?

Honestly I think the song sounds pretty good, except that techno voice of Akon's sound wierd. BUT!
The lyrics...sigh...I mean, is it really my fault? Sigh...guess I'm really 18 already huh?

2009-02-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

I would say that the SA seniors had really spent some time preparing for this whole thing. The "plot", theme, games, dance moves etc.

Maybe it's because of our wonderful NH's culture, which is to dao/silent/bo chap at everything, that made me rather surprised to see the J1s taking a really short time to get very enthu about the cheers, "kingdoms" and games.

Rofl, bryan's post sibei funny, "like in changi airport", vietnam & brazilian?
Well, i announce chao hsien's neighbour, a guy from korea! Woo, dam kool lor, he learnt/learning chi and jap. Heard he got c6 for chi, it's imba imo.
Was actually so close to making myself go ask him if he's actually from SOUTH korea, but i thought it would turn out really stupid. Really.

Anyway, I think that's the reaction of most people when they get into a new class/school? I shall just be neutral for the time being ba. Only 2 things bothers me now, the distance and the first word of our school name.

Haha and thanks to the 5 element idea and Neriahs, SAJC campus had a small fire incident at around 5.30pm. When my "kingdom" is at the volleyball court training mass dance, the 4th floor one place started puffing out distinct smokes rofl. Thankfully it was put out soon enough. Some guy was like saying, "wah lao, they just renovate leh"

"Once a saint, always a saint."
"No one is here by chance."
"Balls to you."

rofl
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Session Start: Sunday, February 01, 2009
(10:01) -= Jack Zhang Zh:you are free thinker also right?
(10:01 PM) bry0n:ya
(10:01 PM) -= Jack Zhang Zh:god bless us........

2009-01-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

2008年10月

人定胜天

2009年1月

听天由命

2009年1月12日

祝大家心想事成

2009-01-09T21:58:00.004+08:00

四年前的这一天，我应该是在疯狂地挣扎着和6I保持联络，
完全无法让自己接纳新班，也当然没想要新班接纳我。

后来，我好像明白到大家每去到新班都有同样的一个规律，
就是先讨厌新班，然后慢慢地都打成一片，接着就是分开。

两年后，我带着我发现的这个“社会法则”踏进了另个新班。
结果大失所望，原来其实没有这一“法则”。

不过经历总有学习的地方，
后来我领悟到一点，那就是世上没有绝对。
Nothing is absolute.
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7/1/09--6I Gathering

Well, we basically went to east coast by mrt + bus and played cards in Mac and dumped our bags near the beach. After that, most of us went to cycle and the rest of us played more cards at a......zen place.

I realised 2 things:
1. Being an asshole is nothing as compared to being a McDonald's worker in dai di.
2. I don't know what the hell zen means or what a zen place should be like.

What do you know, after about 3 hours, my jaws started to feel pain because I've laughed too much and the only other time my jaws hurt was when I watched a 1hour+ show by Russell Peters. Well, he's a comedian.

Unfortunately, only half the class went, but it was already so funtarhstic =D

Lao Shen ---- Joker aura who came up with mcdonald worker/$3.50...and the stupid zen
Jie Ren ---- Racist jokes specialist XD
Lao Mel ---- Sibei stylo
Lao Ben ---- Never gotta forget his reaction when he knew what the cookie thing means
Wen Yang ---- Itchy hands = Queen of Pain
Si Tong ---- Same kiddo voice hehe
Sin Lin ---- All hail the 6I summoner!
Sheena & Lao Bell ---- Cute! (LOL, last time duno who called Belinda with Lao prefix)
Lao Neo & Lao Jon ---- Metamorphosised into a macho tank
Lao Wang & Xiang Yun ---- 老样子 + imba singing
Hong Lan & Kai Song ---- Wail~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Nothing is absolute, including this statement.
6I的那一天是绝对的灿烂。

幻想与现实之间的鲜明差异
完美主义者们的悲哀与无奈

2009-01-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

哎呀！忘了写一篇祝大家新年快乐。
没关系，下个月就是农历新年。

哎呀！忘了写一篇祝大家圣诞快乐。
没关系，今年还有嘛，到时候写。

哎呀！忘了写一篇回中国一游的。
没关系，咱们往前看，今年底/明年中打算回去一次。

Zzz，见TMD鬼，还真不能往前看--去年会考的成绩都还没出。
考前还有得拼，考后就只有干着急的份。
Hmm，不妨去庙里拜一拜哈哈。
这叫做考前临时抱佛脚，考后上庙去烧香。

只希望快点公布发成绩的日期，别象我这样procrastinate。

哎呀！还没洗澡。
没关系，还有明天。

Procrastination is actually merely a kind of...
Err...I'll tell you tomorrow

2008-12-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

When your tricks get so powerful that it tricks everyone, including yourself.

最好的矛VS最好的盾

Pinball

More pinballs

MEEEEEEEEEEDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC

2008-12-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

Okay, I'm back from China due to certain reasons that can be sumed up by one word ---- Grandmothers.

Reached home at 5am, thanks to budget airlines, used comp until 6am and went to bed just when the sky was starting to turn light.

Woke up at 12 noon and started to feel totally sick of everything around me when i was just starting to miss some stuffs about singapore in china

And it got a bit worse when i tried to order a cup of soya bean milk at the coffee shop:

"小弟要喝水吗？"
"Okay, 一杯豆奶"
"Huh?"
"Err, 不不, 豆浆"
"Huh???"

Then i stared at blank space for a full 5 seconds trying hard to recall the word, before i turned to look at the puzzled ~~waitress~~ auntie.

"哦! 一杯豆花水"
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By the way, when people say "The only thing that is free in Singapore is the air", APPRECIATE IT.

Coz it's clean.

保持着虚伪

2008-11-29T11:39:00.007+08:00

Prom night
Okay, I was wrong for one thing, no one cried LOL.
The fashion show part was much less also I guess.
It was all about mass photo taking and after the first few dishes,
everyone heck care the food and chionged everywhere to take photos.

Post-prom
Erm, we stoned...and yishuo stripped...and we danced...
Was a pretty kool new experience, but hell I'm not gonna go there in a very long time.

205 Chalet
The kbox with yuan, fy, ferny, jessica and jiayu was really fun.
Jiayu sang like Hebe/Selina imo. She sang the best, but hell, girls never voice break one what <=(

Bridge with yisen was dam steady/sibei jia lat. Always feel dam confident having him as my bridge partner, coz of his du3 shen2 aura lolol, but it was only after a few rounds that we figured out some synergy.

Then it was kbox AGAIN with yishuo and klinsen.
Klinsen sang pretty well I guess lolol.
Well, let not talk about yishuo before he turn on his swearing mode LOL.
(Miss Wang: "Wow, that was the most number of F words I've heard in one sentence".)

Okay and screw/thank you guys for saying that I sound like Jay 3 times, 3 times I went to kbox. I can start calling it jbox liao lolol.

China trip
IT'S NOW! CYA GUYS!
I shall happily say goodbye to 2 fking things:
1) The food here. It sux, period.
2) Channel 8. You wouldn't want me to start now right? I'll miss my flight that way.

Appreciation, Obliviousness and Tolerance.

2008-11-24T12:13:00.005+08:00

Okayyy so later is gonna be fashion show + photo shoot + mass crying session for those higher EQ people.

Lol, that pretty much sums up how I feel about prom night, but 既来之则安之, hope this would be a fun experience.
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Anyhow, the days after O lvl is really shiok. Let's list out some of the things I did/going to do.

Wow...checked the calendar and had a shock. It's been only 11 days since the end of O's...officially at least.

8th Nov
Hang man, yiting, me and xh went to kbox. (xh's treat woo!)
Besides Jin man 伟大地把时间让给我们唱, and xh's perma off-tune, it was pretty fun.
Gotta love jihang's high notes...maybe all girls also can do lol.
Yiting sang like Liang Jing Ru, and they say I sounded like Jay ._.
Duno to feel happy or sian lol. 红模仿 de lyrics already flame the fake Jays like crazy sia...

After typing all these out that I realise it happened before the end of O lolol.

15th Nov
Parents and I went to the Tutorial Island! I mean the NS basially military trainning camp, where they ensured parents there'll be no bullying, abuse of power or too tough for people like countless number of times. Dood lame. I think I'll just go there and PT + learn driving + learn shooting + err...learn malay...

21st Nov
Soccer at fico.
Trust me, I was the first one to sub out after like 10-15 min of playing LOL.
Everyone else was very tired also, and it seemed much more difficult to sub out than to sub in.

After that was benny's house!
Err...we just ate food, some played mahjong, cards and watched quite a few movies.

国产零零七
was simply another hilarious classic movie by Zhou Xing Chi.

Phat girlz.
Okay that's it, fk the director, I swear he's a fking fatass that directed the whole dam movie while lying on bed coz the only way to get his fatass out of the bed is to attach a space rocket onto him.
It was generally funny actually, but the morale of the story?
If you are fat, STAY FAT.
If you are not fat, GET FAT.
Fk you again, kthxbai.

Fantastic 4: Silver Surfer
Err...just...a nice...movie?
The silver guy could have just done it long ago, rather than letting Saturn, Jupiter etc get owned.

24th Nov
Prom night and post prom night woo!

25th-27th Nov
205 chalet!

29th Nov
China trip with klin and fei lolol.
Be back at 27th Dec.

Man. Has a need. To. Make. Sense.
---Chris Rock

2008-11-21T22:40:00.012+08:00

Still remember the 20marks English close passage we used to do in primary school?
Can tear in joy when people get 10 and above one lol.

1) Y_ _ _ _ are despised/hated/disliked by the majority of people in Singapore.
If the above is merely a statement, then only >0.xx% of them can manage to get to..err...poly, hinders the development of the society, having severe lack of vocabulary, gives a tremendous boost of confidence to the more "ordinary" O level candidates (they do practically help actually), usually roam around in gangs and dying for a fight, is a fact.

2) _ _ _ _ _ _ is the religion that they are in.
No, don't get me started. Refer to our sec 4 SS textbook for more info, regarding both 1 and 2.

3) When you O_ _ _ _ _ _ _ something, you really really really REALLY don't wish, but at the same time never fails to hear (in sequence):
- "What time?"
- "Where?"
- "Got who going?"
- "Ehh....duno leh"
("Zzz, just go lah")
- "Not sure...I'm busy on that day"
- "Nvm lah, think I dun wan"

OR
- "Umm, okay lor"
- Few hours or 1 day before the event, "Eh I'm not going liao."

4) Emo + 无中生有 + contradicting/ironic/inconsistent thinking + never seem to be apologising when at fault + random burst-firing mode kpkb out of nowhere + purposeless backstabbing(coz they enjoy it) = a typical _ _ _ _
(More noticeable when you are having a relationship with that person, but of course happens at anytime.)

5) In Singapore, the government, society etc. only look at papers, certificates and solid results, everyone are treated equally (mostly, lol). This is Singapore's society...let me just digress a bit by saying that this is also why 1) cannot make it academically.
In _ _ _ _ _, you make "friends" with shit load of people, utilises every moment to think of how not to blatantly offend your friends or dun give them face. In truth, you don't give half a shit about them and the only thing that you really trust is yourself. The saying goes "患难见真情". Perhaps sometimes is "患难见不到情".
This is the society in general. Sometimes, I can really get irritated when I ask "those" type of people to do some favours, coz they'll either "okokok" or spam shit load of irrelevant excuses to shut you up. Whichever answer they give, they won't get the thing done, unless it benefits them or they feel there's a need to give you face.

6) _ _ _ people are complete waste of resources. In a group of friends, they are more prone to be despised. Individually, every physical movement is like a 10-min jog for us. When taking the transport, they unnecessarily use up more petrol. If a tall and macho guy weighs the same as a short _ _ _ass, when they take transports, at least the extra petrol used for that guy's weigh(mainly muscles), can be useful at many occasions, whereas the same extra petrol used for the _ _ _ass will ...err...eventually be burnt. Funny thing is, many of them are also very sensitive people, who will get really pissed when someone openly offend their abnormality. Seriously, I don't get it, you either burn those excess shit off, or train to tolerate to all those type of insults, since you can already tolerate many inconveniences in your life. You were not born like that you know?
Of course, if there is any diseases that can actually cause one to gain weight, I have nothing against those people, but for the rest who are "healthy", ~~go to hell~~ go dine in hell.

Lol, this is by far some of the things I discriminate/dislike. Maybe much less for 3, the rest, hell yes.

Nothing is absolute, including this statement.

2008-11-07T21:11:00.004+08:00

Two days ago
YESSSSS!!! IT IS FINALLY OVER!!! Sorry for the 2 days delay, coz i was busy downloading all the games and stuff, didn't even have to sleep lol.

Thought the paper1 was written quite ok. I was quite amazed that i wrote 4¾ pages long for compo and the electronic dictionary was of tremendous help for me, coz I always randomly forget how to write some words.

6I day
Okayyy, randomly went to Wang Chi's house to slack. Later, I found out that Shen Tong moved to just one block away from lao wang's house. So the 2 of us actually went to his house also.
Besides all the err...interesting games like:

-Gunz. If you have played it long ago and you think you're quite pro, you are not
-Gunbound. Woo! Ever seen 1700+ dmg before? With power users and childish updates, it's not that hard to imagine.
-CS type online game.
-Spore. So the 17-year-old Ah Shen played this game which was meant for 5s and it left me slightly traumatised coz I don't think anyone was meant to play that.
-Perfect world. Oh yay, double-jump & moon gravity ftw!
-CS type of game(realistic mode). No double-jump. Nope, no single-jump either. =)
-Some galaxy game which I didn't understand at all, (zoom in to one random spacecraft + zoom out to see like 10 planets with all the dots) x Avogadro's constant.
-Winning Eleven 9 with genetically modified players, period.
-CS type online game.
-More CS type games.
-Racing, or more precisely, the ramming into lampposts. Oh, and also the automatic blinking you back to the track if you go by short-cut.

Well, that should be all. That's what you get by going to 2 friends' houses in one day.

Anyway, the route to Wang's house is actually the same as going to my primary school, which reminds me of the good old memories man. It still seems like yesterday when I was ranting about how crap Nan Hua and 105 is and what not. Which is just the typical lame cycle that goes on:

First year
Enters new class and/or school -> Misses old classmates and/or school -> Rants about new class and/or school
Second year
OMG I LOVE & WILL MISS [Insert new class and school]!!!!!!&%^#@ -> Leaves new class and school -> Goes to the new new class and/or school.

Wash, rinse and repeat. -_-

Today
Went to play soccer with 205 people. Other than the fact that it lasted less than 2 hours with hell lot of breaks in between, we had really low stamina and that I had muscle aches and cramps, it rocked =D.

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Ok congratulations to me, my blog has just devolved into 流水账 kinda blog. Spamming everyday life happenings that even the author doesn't bother to read.

现实主义者选择面对与挑战现实
幻想主义者选择逃避现实

当他们进退维谷、大难临头时
幻想主义者有最后一个绝好的选择
现实主义者没有

2008-11-03T22:08:00.008+08:00

Alright man! I'm here to revive my blog =D

Okay...So HCL is in 1 day's time.
All I can say is, "This is just the beginning..."

Jialat...

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发现这一年来的博客都在写一些想法与感慨，
决定以后会用英文写下一些自己无聊的人生。

在此之前，先练一篇私对公吧。

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祥林路10号
新加坡邮区231045

欧水准先生
“普通”水准会考总监
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新加坡邮区490238

欧总监：

表扬以及建议'O'水准会考

我是居住在HDB组屋的一名学生。写这封信是为了表扬以及提出对今年'O'水准会考的一些建议。

首先，我非常感激'O'水准试卷的时间表。认为把这么重大的一次考试的所有科目的试卷分配到一整个月是非常合理的。因为经过了4年的艰苦奋斗，到了最后关头，还能够给予学生们这么多的时间复习。特别是最后的3个MCQ，我们绝对需要多过6天的时间准备。而望着遥遥不及的假期，足以完美地达到“望梅止渴”的效果。其次，也感谢让学校安排我们在礼堂里考试。用礼堂里温度适宜的空调来提醒我们这期间需要更注意自己的身体，不可着凉。所以考试时大家都带了棉衣。同时在礼堂里考也让我们明白，考试不单单是自己在考，身边也有几千名学生和我们并肩作战。卷子太容易，大家可以大获全胜（不谈moderation）。卷子太难，我们可以风雨同舟，全军覆没。

素闻贵机构办事效率高，工作态度认真。比如说该机构给考官的卷子甚多，时间却有限。因此每张卷子考官都用不到3、5分钟的时间就能改完。所以如果考生的字体太难看，绝对是他的错。其次，考官们也非常资深、有经验，能够单单通过字体就看出学生的程度。3、5分钟其实太长。由此可见，贵机构无懈可击，天衣无缝，完美无瑕，因此在下毫无高见，没有建议。不过希望贵机构能够抽出时间略读，不需给予回复。

谢谢！

宋飞启
2008年11月5日

(Stupid blogger 没办法空两格 =()

我在黄莲树下弹吉他~
人生不过是在苦中作乐。

2008-08-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

快有点受不了这一大堆的通货膨胀了。
价钱长了，倒不见得工资/零用钱有怎么长。
哈哈现在当然犯不着我愁钱，可将来就...

...让我想起小时候大人们常说的一句话：

“趁现在年轻，要好好读书，将来就可以找到好工作，赚很多很多钱，就可以买大房子、买车、取到漂亮老婆。”

嗯，想想当时的情况倒挺实际的。
但如果现在要说得实在的话，大概这样吧：

“趁现在年轻，要好好读书，将来就可以找到好工作，赚很多很多钱，就可以付得起房税，买得起汽油（当然包括那些耗用汽油而运来的东西），取得三餐温饱。”

2008-06-29T21:16:00.005+08:00

(1)

Hmm，今天下午跟同学去了NTU看了亚太大专辩论比赛的第一和第二初赛。

这个超低调的第四届亚太大专辩论会可是花了老妈一个月前
在报纸的一个小框框里头看到纪录下来的。
然后又在比赛日期的前几天上网、打电话、简讯
好不容易才找到的地址、时间、日期。

哇，辩论可真是激烈。
可惜一半的时间我们都听不懂，
因为两场比赛的题目都有点关系到经济学和法律学的。
唉...悲哀。

初赛一：发展中国家强化版权保护利大于弊/弊大于利。
初赛二：自由贸易比保护贸易/保护贸易比自由贸易有利国家发展。

不过有些题目确实很有意思：

科技进步让地球变大/小。
行成于思/思成于行。
精神/肉体出轨才是不忠的表现。
现代人应锋芒毕露/韬光养晦。
知足应/不应是人类应有的处世态度。

最酷的就是总决赛的题目：
依靠人类觉醒/国际立法能最有效减缓暖化现象。

不过很可惜，在礼堂里好像没有看到什么记者
或顶着一个大炮似的专业摄影师。
只有一些小小的录像机，相信是观众自己带的。

一个如此低调的辩论比赛，又加上不会上电视，
可悲啊。
不是可惜，是可悲。

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(2)

我......忍着痛、耐着恶心、强迫自己的眼睛去
看了一下明天8频道和U频道，黄金时间----6-10pm 的节目表。

之后，又遍体鳞伤地来到电脑前，
艰苦地打下去那几个让人振奋人心、精彩万分、超级有水准的节目名称。
晕眩、恶心，但是别怕......我坚持了下去......啊~~

Channel 8:
7pm: 心花朵朵开
8pm: 至尊厨王2
9pm: 绝对佳人

Channel U:
6pm: 大长今
7pm: 19岁的清纯
8pm: 非常Super Band--第2场争霸赛!!!

呼！酷毙了。

老实讲、韩剧倒还有点剧情，
不过什么东西被翻译成其他语言就变质了。

其他的节目我就不要说了。
饶了小人一条命吧......

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(1) + (2) =

Speak Mandarin,
华语Cool! =DDDDD

我见鬼了我 -_-

2008-06-27T22:05:00.003+08:00

5海盗答案：

如果从第[5]个海盗开始想起，应该将会是一片茫然。
所以从最后开始推理才能找到/几乎找到答案。

还有，最重要的只有三个要素，
也就是每一位海盗都会，而且只会考虑到的：
1）活命
2）尽可能拿到最多的钻石
3）如果以上两条都有保障，那么海盗们宁愿看到自己的同胞死

再强调一次，是1>2>3。

现在假设[5]，[4]，[3]都被扔下船喂鱼了后，
那么只剩两个人，[2]不管出什么方案都会有自己的一票。
所以他会提出自己拿100颗钻石，[1]什么都没有。

那么如果[3]明白这点，他就可以给[1]一颗，自己拿99。
[1]当然想拿一个，投赞成票。
如果他想害死[3]，那么到[2]时，他就一颗也拿不到。

当[4]明白[3]会给[1]一颗钻石，自己拿99，
就代表[2]一个也没有，所以[4]便可以给[2]一颗，2就会同意。
如果不同意，那么[3]就会连一颗也不给[2]。

到[5]也是一样，[4]将给[2]一颗钻石，也就代表[3]和[1]什么也没得到。
所以给[3]和[1]各一颗钻石就够了。
[3]和[1]都不会利用第三要素，来干掉[5]，原因根以上一样。
当[5]一死，就会到[4]，[4]只会给[2]一颗，那么[3]和[1]都拿不到钻石，违反了第二要素。

所以：
[5] [4] [3] [2] [1]
98，0，1，0，1

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还有另一个问题：

同样是海盗的题目，只不过现在有712位海盗还有100颗钻石。
同样三个要素，
也就是每一位海盗都会，而且只会考虑到的：
1）活命
2）尽可能拿到最多的钻石
3）如果以上两条都有保障，那么海盗们宁愿看到自己的同胞死
1>2>3

问题：既然最多只能用一颗钻石贿赂一位海盗，
那么第[712]号海盗的最佳方案能让自己活命吗？

2008-06-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

Target: A1
Obstacles to achieving the target: School
Solution to the obstacles: ~~pon school~~

That could be my answer to Mr A. Yeo's little question on Monday.

Considering from 6am-8.15am is purely wasted on practically nothing,
(We, the citizen of Singapore, pledge.................................................)
plus the lag time between each subject which is roughly 5-15min,
plus recess and lunch time (it's the queuing up and walking down & up the stairs),
plus the ride home which is at best 30min.

In total, it's about 4+ hours wasted.

Then, when you reach home, you realise you are pretty much drained out of energy and decides to take a nap.

Cycles goes on.

2008-06-15T19:29:00.010+08:00

哈哈，已经超久没blog了。

前几天老爸出了一道题：

有5个海盗，抢来了100颗钻石。
每一颗钻石都价值连城，而且都一模一样（价钱）。

可是每一个海盗都非常自私，而且都反对平分--每人20。

最后，大家达成了共识，
决定采用一个“奇怪”的抽签办法。

有五根签，每根上面分别有数字1到5号。

大家抽完了签之后，便由抽到第5号的开始发言。

他需要提出一个分配钻石的方法，
并且在5人当中需要有半数或以上的人同意，（3/5 同意）
大家便会采用他所说的方法，问题也就解决了。

不过如果没有半数或以上的人同意，
他将会被杀。

如果5号死了，便由第4号提出分配方法。
同样需要剩下4人里面有半数或以上的人赞成，（2/4 同意）
不然下场将是一样。

以此类推。

问题：第5号需要提出怎样的分配方案？

条件：每个海盗都是绝对聪明、理智而且非常自私的。
提出方案的那位海盗会投自己一票。

要素：
-最重要的是保住性命
-其次是得到越多钻石越好
-再三，海盗也会幸灾乐祸地希望看到自己的同伴死掉

美国调查显示: 20分钟内找到标准答案的人们平均年薪8万。

2008-05-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

收到一则简讯：

[1月25日，雪灾=天灾
3月14日，藏独=人祸
5月12日，地震=地灾

1 + 2 + 5 = 08
3 + 1 + 4 = 08
5 + 1 + 2 = 08

08年08月08日奥运会巧合？
地震发生那天正好是距08年08月08日奥运会还差88天。
这些都是巧合？

真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年奥运、地震了。
“北暮苍山兰舟四
京无落霞缀清川
奥年叶落缘分地
运水微漾人却震”
前四个字－－北京奥运
后四个字－－四川地震！]

酷，倒真能说服几个人去信神了。

2008-05-10T23:13:00.008+08:00

最近在复习功课的时候发现了一些有意思的东东。

生物：

-随着Follicle-stimulating hormone的产生
-出现了Oestrogen。
-可随着Oestrogen的崛起
-却又阻止了FSH的生产。
-同时Oestrogen也产生了Luteinising Hormone
-LH造成Progesterone的产生
-可是又因为过多的Progesterone停止了LH的产生。
-也因此，没有了LH来产生Progesterone。

~~所以，这个故事告诉我们尔虞我诈只能造成两败俱伤。~~

注：以上漏掉了许多细节，不宜供复习参考。

地理：

人类的的确确、实实在在是非常聪明的生物。

为什么？
因为我们知道如何解决问题。
不怕困难，任何问题都是迎刃而解。

而且不仅如此，
我们还会因为解决了问题而产生更多的问题。
厉害吧？吓到你了吧。哈！

比方？
-因为人类人口过盛（我们还是别谈这个问题好了，反正都是迎刃而解的嘛。）
-因而造成了一些地区缺乏食物的问题。
-其中一个解决办法是使用除杂草的化学剂(Herbicides)。
-可是这又会造成对农作物收影响的问题。
-解决办法就是用基因改造技术让农作物更抗除草剂。
-另一个问题又出现了，这些抗除草剂的农作物偶然的也会和杂草授粉(Pollinate)。所以慢慢的，杂草也抗除草剂了。

有解决办法吗？
不知道耶，应该有吧，你说呢？

2008-05-09T12:58:00.003+08:00

Klinsen and I went/tried going to White Castle.

End of story.

2008-04-11T22:35:00.005+08:00

20世纪是一个在科学、物理与科技领域里发展日趋万里的时代。

- 爱因斯坦在不同时段发表了轰动全球的广义与狭义相对论，
还有几乎是家喻户晓的 E=mc² 。
- 无线电。
- 雷达。
- 电脑的发明。
- 随着之后电缆的发明又创造了现在的网际网络。
- 纳米科技。
- 激光。
等等等等，根本不胜枚举。
同而完美地展现了人类的智慧。

现在来看看21世纪，大家的焦点已更集中在生物与化学等领域。
大家在乎的大概是以下几点：

- 病毒免疫力越来越高，变种越来越多。
爱之病、沙斯、禽流感、手足口症。
- 温室效应。
- 更多方法来索取能量。

伟大、聪明的人类会再一次创造奇迹吗？
会用结合了几十万年智慧的结晶来拯救我们将面对的灾难吗？
...
...
...
...
...
...

不会。

2008-04-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

有时生死真的就是在那一瞬间，
所有的思绪、恐惧、求生的本能、
和接纳即将发生那无可避免时的坦然
都可以在少过一秒内的时间完成。

可惜本人正挣扎于学海的深渊之中，
等我存活下来之后再详述。

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2008年4月1日－－愚人节快乐！

不过我发现　“愚人节快乐”
应该改成　“愚人节½快乐”。

因为愚他人的人的确很快乐，
特别是在告诉被愚的人他被耍了的那一时刻。
看着他无奈而且哭笑不得的表情与反应，
只有一个字能形容：爽！

被愚的人则是两个字：不爽！

可悲的是，
我除了懒得去耍人家，自己却被愚了。

2008年4月1日－－愚人节。

唉，我那一半的快乐...快回来呀～

2008-03-18T21:05:00.005+08:00

这应该是几个月来写的最短的一篇，
所以没有此刻的这一两句废话开场白来垫底是不可以嘀。

Klin前几天突然跟我提到了一个非常有意思的观点。
我来用自己的话说：

[当一个人的知觉/意识随着生命的离去，
宇宙、世界、万物对他来说也都将随即消失/摧毁。]

酷吧！
换句话说，当一个人死去后，
以他的角度想，整个世界已经彻底不存在了。

而且也可以说当你在睡觉时，
你便身临其境，去到了另外一个宇宙，
或者也能说你不存在于任何空间。

酷。
我去睡了，拜。

2008-03-11T22:45:00.010+08:00

在数学里，正数总是大于负数。
最近发现负数大于正数好像才是生活中的法则。

1)
- :头上的雨伞被雨水打得啪啪响。
你看了看那可恨的时间--要在5分钟内赶到学校。
- :你奔呀，你跑啊。“啪！”的一声，你在泥浆里摔了个底朝天。
你穿着什么学校的校服你已经分不清了。
- :回过神来才发现伞已经被风刮到附近的水沟了。
- :淋着雨冲到校门口。
那紧闭的校门默默、冷冷地对你正式宣布道：你迟到了。
- :被老师臭骂了一顿后，你回到了教室。
却又发现已经有两份不及格的考试卷懒洋洋地趴在你桌上。
+ :好不容易熬到最后一节课。
你从来都没有及格过的科目的老师一步步走入了教室，开始分考卷。
这下完了。不过出乎你预料的是你竟然全班第三！
可真是塞翁失马，焉知非福呀！

放学后，在回家的路上，
你看到那已经支离破碎的伞孤零零地在水沟里。
于是你又想到了今天所有倒霉的事情，像是刚刚才发生似的。
凄惨......悲哀......

2)
+ : 风和日丽，阳光普照，你哼着小调踏着轻快的脚步来到学校。
过不久，你从来都没有及格过的科目的老师一步步走入了教室，
开始分考卷。这下完了。不过出乎你预料的是你竟然全班第三！
+ : 接着也得到了几份你非常满意的成绩的卷子。
+ : 放学后，你和同学们开开心心地去看电影。
看完后又去打游戏机。一个字，爽！
- : 最后，你一个人步行回家。
突然，风云变色，乌云密布，哗啦啦地下起了大雨。
你摸摸书包--没带伞，你看看四周--没有避雨的地方。
三十六计走为上。
你奔呀，你跑啊。“啪！”的一声，你在泥浆里摔了个底朝天。
穿着什么学校的校服你已经分不清了。

好不容易跑回了家。想到刚才那悲惨的遭遇可真是suay呀.....
你怨天，你骂地。好单单的一天又给糟蹋了。
倒霉......悲哀......

其实在数学里，负数也不见得比正数来得“弱”呀？
x + (y + z) = x + y + z
x + (y - z) = x + y - z
可是当
x - (y + z ) = x - y - z
x - (y - z ) = x - y + z
看到负数的威力了吗？哈哈。

悲哀呀，一件不爽的事可以让你不爽上几个星期，
可是几件爽的事也可以轻易的被后来一件不爽的事
还是搞得不爽上几个星期。

黑暗将会永远笼罩这个宇宙，
虽然有数不清的恒星顽强地抵抗，
发出万丈光芒，
但是当能量用完了后，
它们也悄悄地变成了黑暗的一部分。

有时候有些人会抱怨世界的黑暗。
有多黑暗？
有这么黑暗。哈哈。

2008-02-23T21:24:00.008+08:00

张爹爹家的那幅写的叫作《莫生气》的诗应该还挂在墙上吧。
第一句是这么写的：“人生就像一场戏，因为有缘才相聚。”
的确像一场戏。

上个星期，我突然“良心发现”写了一篇文章，
然后又心血来潮决定寄到报社去。
但发现不知道是寄去，还是可以电邮过去，
也不知道要写上自己的哪些个人资料。
便上网查了一下《五周报》。
最后除了它的电邮和地址，我一无所获。
于是发了一封电邮去，但过了几天还是没有回音。

后来翻了翻报纸看到一个小框框里头写着
-投稿地址
-投稿电邮（也就是我之前发去的电邮地址）
-联络热线
知道当天是星期天，我便决定明天去打一通电话。

星期一放学回来，我一个劲地冲到了电话旁边开始拨打。
原来是录音：“嘟......嘟......欢迎您拨打报业控股询问热线.....
For English, please press 1. 华语请按2。”
*按2*
“询问有关报纸请按1，询问有关杂志请按2，询问有关订阅详或者是......”
我有点不耐烦了，同时也让我想起了《爱嘟爱嘟》电影里的一个情节：

[男主角以为女主角把自己关在屋子里准备开煤气自杀。
他慌了手脚，赶快拿起电话拨打999。
“欢迎拨打新加坡服务热线。For English, please press 1.华语请按2。”
*按2*他忐忑不安。
“警察局请按1。消防局请按2。救护车请按3。”
*按3*他心急如焚。
“烧伤请按1。创伤请按2。被车撞请按3。跌倒请按4。自杀请按5。”
*按5*他暴跳如雷。
“割腕请按1。跳楼请按2。吃催眠药请按3。开煤气请按4。”
已经是七窍生烟了，还按个什么？ ]

还好，我不赶着救人，而且按第4就是跟服务人员通话的了。
我：“您好，我想询问一下关于五周报投稿方面的资料。”
第一位通话员：“啊，五周报阿。请等一下，我把你转去那边的部门。”
我：“哦，好的。”

嘟......嘟......

我：“您好，我想询问一下关于五周报投稿方面的资料。”
第二位通讯员：“什么？”
“啊，我想询问一下关于五周报投稿方面的资料。”
第二位通讯员：“哦，呃，等一下啊。”
过了很久以后，我又听到了

嘟......嘟......

第三个声音：“Please hold on ah.”
哎！还给我讲起英文来啦？

又是嘟......嘟......

我：“非常地一个您好，我嘛...是想问一下电话费每分钟多少钱......
啊no no，您好，我想询问一下关于五周报投稿方面的资料。”
第四个声音：“哦，请稍等一下。”

嘿，酷！不是"嘟......"了！是音乐耶！
好景不长，又是嘟......嘟......
哎不对，这次的嘟怎么慢了些？

突然：“Sorry, the line is currently busy, please call back later.”
*断线*

看了一下电话上的计时表：7分32秒。
接着，一声“啪”的巨响传进了我的耳朵。
哦，原来是我把听话桐放回电话时，
稍微地用了过多的一点点力气罢了。

莫生气......莫生气......

人生就像一场戏，我刚拍完了我的这场戏里的插曲。
CUT!

2008-02-14T19:39:00.004+08:00

问世间情为何物，直叫人生死相许？
天南地北双飞客，老......

忘了。

没关系，祝大家

情人节快乐！！！

终成眷属，
白头到老，
恩恩爱爱，
甜甜蜜蜜，
同甘共苦，
同舟共济，
风雨弃舟，
雷电交加......

得了，得了，再写下去就要天崩地裂，
妻离子散，家破人亡了。
---------------------------------------

今天学校里，
那一对对鸳鸯更是显得格外醒目。
不过奇怪的是，那“嫉妒”，“羡慕”和“渴望”
却没有来找我的碴。

迎风飘来的是一阵无比的自由感。
毫无约束，毫无包袱，毫无牵挂的自由感。

比起“哇！完了，完了，明天就是情人节，给她买什么好？”，
和“完了，这礼物够不够好?字条会不会写得太俗？”
还有“啊！她怎么只是简简单单地给我一则简讯？*心碎*”
我这个平淡的情人节好像鹤立鸡群。

再想一想，咱们这“单身汉”时期也不长啊。
在那诱人的噩梦降临之前好好地享受它吧！

让每一天都成为自己专有的情人节！

2008-02-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

二零零八年八月十七日。
那一天还没到，不过以今年算起，
我便是十七岁了。
这十六年多的欢欢笑笑，风风雨雨
是文字没有办法容纳的。
不过可以作个比较，看看我变了多少。

七岁时。
我稀里糊涂地过完了我的生日，
已经忘了发生了什么事。
但我绝对是非常期待我的生日蛋糕的！
十七岁时。
那一天还没到，我也完全不期待。
想到那几位真正有闲空的朋友将会去拿零用钱
大费周折地给我买生日礼物，
我为他们父母的钱包淌血。

七岁时。
我一米一七。
十七岁时。
我一米七一。

七岁时。
人在中国，常常能和小鸡，小鸭，小狗，小牛接触。
对于人和畜牲之间的区别概念彻底了解。
十七岁时。
人在新加坡，常常能和不同种族，不同国籍的人接触。
对于人和人之间的歧视深刻体会，有所了解。

七岁时。
我会说黄皮话，武汉话，普通话。
十七岁时。
我会说华文，英文。

七岁时。
我用五颜六色的彩笔画着美丽的世界。
十七岁时。
我用圆珠笔和键盘怨天尤人地抱怨着世界的黑暗。

七岁时。
我望着蓝天，觉得颜色好美，
决定了那就是我最爱的颜色。
十七岁时。
我望着蓝天，依然觉得好美，
不过发现美丽的背后是那漆黑的宇宙。
无底，无边的深渊笼罩着，
吞噬着渺小的银河系和它的同胞。

七岁时。
我知道　3+1=4
十七岁时。
我不大清楚什么是　3.14。

七岁时。
我在读三国演义（插图版）。
十七岁时。
我读不懂三国演义（文言文）。

七岁时。
我对一切的事物都充满着好奇。
十七岁时。
一切都似乎毫无意义。

七岁时。
我沉浸在热闹的过年气氛中。
十七岁时。
我没精打采地看着自己的博客，
一点也不想写过年的事。

七岁时。
我非常非常希望自己能活很久很久，
看看人们发明的稀奇古怪，
看看以后的世界是不是象科幻片里一样。
但我知道那只是希望。
十七岁时。
我希望自己晚年时能安详地离开人世。
但我知道那只是一种可能。

七岁时。
当我走在人群里，
身边可都是大哥哥，大姐姐，叔叔阿姨们啊！
十七岁时。
当我走在人群里，
我对人类的人口过剩感到绝望，
对自己也是寄生虫中的一只感到惋惜。

七岁时。
当我不小心撞到一位女生时，
我会用天真的眼神呆呆地望着她，不知所措。
她会笑眯着眼对我说：“小朋友，没事吧？”
十七岁时。
当我不小心撞到一位女生时，
我会本能性地说：“Sorry”。
她会本能性地用厌恶眼神瞄我一眼，
然后退避三舍，从此对我有着万分的提防。

七岁时。
我无法出口成章。
十七岁时。
我无法控制自己的出口成脏。

七岁时。
什么小东西我都能把它变成好玩的，
大人们都夸我聪明，有创意。
十七岁时。
电脑是我的哥们儿，
大人们都在给我念经，
望我“放下屠刀，回头是岸”。

七岁时。
我不知道什么是自制力。
十七岁时。
我还是不知道什么是自制力。

七岁时。
我立志要成为一个天文学家。
十七岁时。
我会考好O水准会考！

八月17，从七到17，总共17个比较。
17。挺好看的数字。
有意义吗？
没有，一个巧合罢了。

2008-02-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

[Attn: Winner,

You won the sum of £1,000,000.00 GBP
from our monthly sweepstakes, you
are hereby  advice to get back to us,
to claimed your prize.Ticketno:56475600545188

Contact Person: Robert Gooch
Executive Secretary/Claims agent
Email: british.nationalboard@yahoo.com.hk

Claims Requirements:
1.full name:
2.Home Address:
3.Age:
4.Sex:
5.Marital Status:
7.Phone Number:
8.Nationality
9.Country Of Residence.

Regards,
Mrs. Mariam Deport
Head Customercare Service
The British Lottery Company]

Something you don't usually see in your mail box I guess.

But he missed out something, "10. Credit card number".

2008-02-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

"Into the hands of every individual is given a marvelous power for good or evil. The silent unconscious, unseen influence of his life. This is simply the constant radiation of what man really is, not what he pretends to be."

Wah...sibei chim.
基本上是用另一个角度说 “近朱者赤，近墨者黑“吧，
但后面一句又好像意味着
“是朱者则朱，是墨者则墨，而不是他们所戴的面具“。
江山易改，本性难移？
我否认。

虽人无完人，但也不能因此而不上进，不使其完美，懈怠，
以至与他人格格不入，可说是修养上的废物一个。
哪怕最后也只是一张美丽的面具，又如何？
美丽的面具的更高一层是无暇的面具。
话说回来，是本性“难“移，不是不能移。
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唉，上学的生活就是不一样。
发生的所有事情都枯燥乏味，
能写的有趣事物更是屈指......也不可数-----零啊！
剩下的也只是心里的一些活动与思想。
倒有点像是荷塘月色的作者一样，
在假期里享受着独处的妙处。
不过热闹是年底假期的，我什么也没有。

哈哈，不过偶尔也会有突发性的领悟：

通情达理与心胸狭窄源自一处，那就是敏感度。
在两者之间找到最适当的支点为上。

通情达理，
因为敏感自己就会很容易/不自主地体会出他人的感受，
同时试着揣摩他人的情绪。
不过用于过度将会使人厌烦，感觉有负担与压力。
自己的任何感受，想法他都知道，自己能不慌吗？
自己没有的心事，感受他也说得像他知道一样自己能不烦吗？

心胸狭窄，
那也是对他人的所作所为过于敏感，
无中生有/在小事上大作文章的小东西。
然后一次性地爆发出所有的怨恨，
把人家骂得糊里糊涂，满头雾水，分不清东南西北。
这便是心胸狭窄与敏感的完美结合了。

说真的，这平衡感真的很难掌握啊。

2008-01-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

90 words

我不会弹钢琴又怎样？
这个比较实际，哈哈。

2008-01-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

唉，又要写一篇命题博客篇章----喜欢的歌词。
干脆在这里打草稿好了。
----------------------------------------------

你问我__你有多深，我__你有几份？
我的情也真，我的__也深，月亮代表我的心。

为什么，为什么只有“爱”才能抒发你那感情，才能成一篇歌词？
而且是在光天化日之下，明目张胆地硬要把那个字塞进去好几次才爽。
肤浅，毫无创意。

哎哟，叫我讲喜欢的歌词，我却跑来这边flame歌词。
哈哈，没事，继续写。

在决定用这个题目写后，喜欢听的百多首歌迎面扑来，
叫我不知道选哪个好。
在Music folder里徘徊了片刻，决定先写了再说：

曲名：倒带
歌手：蔡依林
作曲：周杰伦
作词：方文山
“终于看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
...
而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块
要怎么拼凑个重来”

讲述了一个emo的分手故事。
喜欢它清楚地介绍了事情的大概
和自己很多的想法，遗憾，伤怀与绝望。
整篇歌词句句巧妙地押韵更是不用多说。
而且每一段都有内容的连贯性，
而不象有些歌词，靠深奥作掩护，
东一句，西一句地乱spam，让人摸不着头脑。

曲名：甜甜的
歌手：周杰伦
作曲：周杰伦
作词：方文山

非常可爱地把那位女孩给的爱写作蛋糕/冰淇淋一样。
从“轻轻地尝一口这香浓的诱惑”，
“ 你的爱太多想随身带走，想你的时候就吃上一口”，
到“ 份量虽然不多，却将你的爱完全吸收”
读起来就甜到快腻了。
根本就是在吃蛋糕嘛。

当然，大多数的歌都是关于爱情，难免使人厌倦。
象《南拳妈妈》的《小时候》
非常贴切简短地讲了小时候多么想快点长大，
长大后又多么想回到小时候的矛盾思想。

《周杰伦》的《将军》
如何在中国象棋里彻底地trash了对方。
“...月转星移的轨迹跟临军布阵相同
风林火山是不是用兵之重...”
星月，山林，风火，兵将，夕阳，潮汐，看似近乎壮观。

《S.H.E.》粉丝写的《借口》
刻意地穿插了20多个杰伦的歌曲名称，
靠的可是真功夫啊。
曲子也不赖。
----------------------------------------------

呼！写好了。

完了，这么长，
再怎么抄到本子上啊？

2008-01-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

Right now, the advertisement on msn is showing some text which says, "Ready to shape the world?".

Well, guess what, we ARE shaping it already. Okay?

It's not about if we are ready to shape the world, it's about are we ready to die yet?

Klin is right, what the environmentalists are doing is not trying to save the world, it is to slow down the Earth from dying. Thanks people, better keep up the good work until my generation dies.

The Earth is dying. No, or rather WE are dying.
Live with it. Not deal with it.
Cause we can't.

Well...unless someone nuke away half of the human population.
"OMG WE ARE GONNA NUKE OURSELVES!?"
Ha! Like its gonna happen.

2008-01-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

《背影》这一课教完了。
老实说，没有完全领悟到这篇课文。

之后黄老师叫我们写一篇心情笔记，
不需要是作文型的。
题目基本上是写关于 Someone的Something。
他说因为我们已经有段时间没有动笔写华文的东西了,
所以才叫我们写。
可对我来说只是一个有题目约束，必须写而且是限时的博客篇章。

在这之前他还在课堂上播了周杰伦的《听妈妈的话》。

呆呆地盯着题目，脑子是一片空白。
想到今天是周杰伦的生日，
又想到他的歌
便直接向他讨救兵。
最后写了这个：

周董的唱法

听着《听妈妈的话》，
盯着歌词的笔画，
想着周董的唱法，
他的吐词不清不在话下：
“天使的魔法，
温暖中慈祥”
还是“天使的魔法，
温暖中自杀”?
无人能听懂他在唱啥，
可是他的唱法，
实在酷毙啦！
《听妈妈的话》，
歌词上网查一下，
它们的异差，
有天地那么大。
没办法，
这就是他的唱法。
反正也挺好听嘛。

哈哈，周董生日快乐！=D

欠我十块，
千里之外，
唱得不赖，
实在可爱。

今天可真是十足的 Jay Chou Day!
依然Fantasy, 依然Jay.
万岁!!!

2008-01-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

离开我的“岗位”已有一个多月了。
现在再回想又有些不同的想法。

2008-01-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

星期四，
打领带和学校聚会的日子。

中午12点，
我们来到礼堂。

负责管纪律的老师又滔滔不绝地在台上~~发表着她的论文~~
重复着百分之百典型和千篇一律的话语。
不过除了以前的“听而不闻”和“视而不见”以外，
打心底里开始有了几分佩服：
为什么可以唠叨这么久
而有效地控制着礼堂的吵杂声，
同时从来也不会觉得累。

熬过了50分钟的...东西后，（那些被安排的所谓的节目）
那位老师开始通过班级一一点名
那些从开学以来迟到过的学生。
叫他们上台来“领教”

有些没有一位学生迟到的班，默默高兴。
有些有一两位学生迟到的班，不以为然。
有些三到五位学生迟到的班，不动声色。
而有一班有十位学生迟到，则一鸣惊人。

之后老师便更是美言了此班一番。
我的班。402

当每个班要一个个离开礼堂时，
老师让那些没有学生迟到的班级先走，
接着是那些少许学生迟到的。
可想而知我们是最后一班。

留下来的30左右的人，
有些人应该是感到无奈，
有些是习惯性地接受，
有些则稍微抱怨一下也不以为然。

而我似乎有了某种领悟：
歧视是绝对无法从世上洗涤的。

因为一个团体往往都会被群体里面
几个或个别人的过错而遭谴责，排斥或惩罚。

重点不在于我班的名声，
也不是得晚点下去餐厅，
更不在于那些把自己班连累的学生。

重点是，那30多位同学真的，真的因该为他人的“过错”负责吗？
责任是什么？
被惩罚，错在那里？
没把自己的同学“管好”吗？
--------------------------------------------------------------

那天黄老师在班上也谈到了我们这出了名的班。
他大概说到有一位老师以比较排斥的口吻说了我班几句。
黄老师感到有点不爽，
对着班上同学“反驳”了几句。

这不便是在为自己的“子民”/学生辩护吗？
--------------------------------------------------------------

种族歧视，国籍歧视，各各种种大大小小的歧视
似乎根本完全无法避免。
或许我们要等到有另外一个星球的人，
我们才会新的认识到“人类”这个名词吧。

老实说，我也非常不喜欢大多数“那”个种族的人们。
哈！

2008-01-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Happy first day of school!
If that's what we are suppose to feel...

去年的今天，
我是迫不及待地来到学校。
想快点会一会老朋友，
同时也想看看自己新班的同学。

今天，我没有迫不及待，
甚至是象平常一样来到学校。
感到的是一阵空虚感。

在升完旗以后，
我攀爬着高答六层楼的天梯，
来到了我的新教室。
隐约是一阵无奈。

黄老师给我们简单地讲了
接下来一年会发生的事。
知道半年后所有的课就教完了，
之后便是一个接一个的考试。

唉...愿天保佑我们吧。

2007-12-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

[圣诞节早上醒来,
手机便爆满了圣诞节快乐祝语的短信.
在此非常感激写给我的人.

不过除此之外,
也会感觉所有的祝语千篇一律, 毫无创意.

就像我收到的其中的一则:

*敲响的是钟声,
*走过的是岁月,
*留下的是故事,
*带来的是希望,
*盼望的是美好,
*送来的是祝福.
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愿您在这圣诞节
<事事顺心又顺意>
<幸福快乐又安康>

立刻, 我想到了接下去的两句话:

*觉醒的是现实，
*迎接的是起伏. ]

今天是2007年的最后一天，
新的一年即将到来。
上面那典型的祝福语，
再一次地也可以被套用在这典型的时刻。

说真的，能实际一点吗!?

带来希望?
我还希望天上有块馅饼掉下来叻!

盼望美好?
做你的大头梦吧.

事事顺心顺意?
希望那块馅饼掉下来时别砸到我的头...

幸福快乐?
人人幸福, 事事快乐,
何来之幸福快乐?
换句话说, 万事快乐,
那么快乐, 幸福, 便失去了它的定义.

又安康?
医院要关门了...
医生们倒是幸福---不用干了! =D

不过在此还是要真心地祝福大家:

新的一年, 将是
新的挑战,
新的起伏,
新的机遇,
新的机会.

而悲欢离合则像是一把锋利的刀刃,
把生活中的种种快乐与悲伤划得一刀分明.
希望大家能好好享受将会遇到的那些愉快, 回忆发生过的美好,
放下生活中将会碰到的不愉快, 忘记过去的悲伤.
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一年里的确发生了不少事情,
不过也已经忘记得差不多了, 哈哈.

很欣慰身边还有象
Ling Fei, Klinsen, Wang Zhi Peng, Yi Yi的好朋友.

很开心身边有一起谈笑风生的好朋友,
包括所有前205班的同学,
今年认识的其他班的朋友,
还有夏日营认识的外国朋友.
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有时候我们需要的不是高不可攀的愿望与期望,
而是切切实实, 平平淡淡的好朋友吧.

2007-12-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

"FW: Horoscope...must read! So accurate!"

又是，

一封，

那个，

老不死的信件。

很可惜，我还是情不自禁地打开来看了一下我的星座：

[Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.]

读到了最后的一句----七年的恶运，
我立刻把鼠标移到了右上方，
毫不犹豫地点了那个大红叉。

唉...无奈呀...
谁叫我有一个邮件箱呢?

不过想一想以前所删除的这些会咒我的邮件，
恐怕两年前我就已经命丧黄泉了吧。
因为有一封是说如果我7天之内没有传给他人，
我就会死亡。

可惜，
没有灵验。

上两个月，我勉强地传了一封，
它说接下来的一个星期都会有好运。

可惜，当时在打工的我
被老板骂得狗血喷头还来不及。

现在这封又是7年的霉运，
再想想以前所有这些咒语的霉运加起来
可能已经有几百年了。

想到这里，我开始感觉有点矛盾，
那它是咒我一生的霉运，
还是祝我长命千岁呀？

很可惜，
这也不会灵验。

所以请不要再发这些没用的东西了!!!
AHHHHHH!!!

2007-12-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Merry CHRISTmas! =D

圣诞节快乐！=D

And for what Klinsen said:

Happy Birthday Jesus! =DD

Although I don't know much about you
Paiseh la...I'll go wikipedia now okie? ^^ *acts cute*

2007-12-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

春, 夏, 秋, 冬.
在这里应该变成
夏, 夏, 夏, 夏.
有时真的很庆幸是如此.

上个星期六, (为什么我总是慢了半拍)
在喝完了一大杯的冰豆奶后,
我搭上了前往Choa Chu Kang 的TIBS的巴士
车程大概30分钟.

上车, 一股寒意迎面扑来.
低头看看我身上仅穿的一件T-shirt,
再抬头看看正在努力排出冷气的空调,
我默默地对自己说道:
这下完了.

其实还没有完,
那可恨的巴士上的空调是固定的,
没办法调整冷气所排出的方向.
所以不论站在那里都是一样的冷.
而且刚喝完的冰豆奶也把我的体温扯低了几度.
里面是冰的, 外面是冷的.
这下真的完了.

那又是一个美丽的早晨,
天气晴朗, 阳光普照,
路上的人们个个~~表情sibei sian~~笑容满面.

车上没有太多人,
我一个人坐在座位上, 缩成了一团.
牙齿不自觉地开始打战.
我无助地盯着窗外那火红的太阳,
默默地祈求一点热量,
很可惜, 一点忙也没帮上.
拿出手机看看时间,
唉, 还有20分钟.
慢慢地, 我似乎对小时候所读的<<卖火柴的小女孩>>
那女孩有了几分体会,
甚至感觉比她还惨.
因为我连一个活见鬼的火柴也没有!

现在的一切希望,
我的存亡都寄托在了司机身上....

最终我没有遭遇和小女孩一样的命运---
因为我存活了下来. =D

但愿将来新加坡不会因为全球气温改变而开始下雪,
因为我因该将是第一位牺牲在那伟大的科技之下.
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写到这里又让我想起了学校礼堂安装的空调.

我的CCA, 乒乓球, 是在礼堂.
因为是乒乓球, 所以稍微一点风也不可以.
所以每次打球都热得不得了.

经过两年半的煎熬,
当我得知要安装空调的消息后,
一道光芒照进了我的生命.

在空调安装了后的第一个乒乓训练,
我发现我的一丝希望也破灭了:

我 :"How come never on the air-con?"
Jun neng :"I ask already, the teacher say cannot."
惊慌失措的我 :"Huh!? Why!?"
Jun neng 带着无奈与觉得可笑的表情 :"They say must save electricity."

O.O
我的身体顿时僵住了.

@.@
大脑的一切思维立刻陷入了紧急状态.

=D
OH YA! 突然!
我得到了一生中最大最大的领悟:
买空调其实就是用来省电的!
省了电就等于省了钱, 不是吗!!!
酷毙了!

-_-
"活见鬼的..."
我回到了球台开始打球...

Zzz, Screw air-cons.
Or rather, screw the people who are in charge of them.

2007-12-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

已经从205Chalet回来有三天多了.
唉, 感觉比去年要冷淡一点.
以为没有下雨我们会在外面玩,
不过两个PSP+一个PS2
好象又把我们扯回了现代人所谓的现实,
那就是打游戏打到天昏地暗!

第二天晚上, Klin, Eddie, Mr Ng 和我一整晚都没睡,
而是在附近的马路骑了几小时的自行车(脚踏车)
加起来应该有15+公里吧.
之后Mr Ng教我们怎么玩Bridge,
觉得挺有意思的, 不过很chim.

还是不要在这里谈第一天晚上的闲话吧, 哈哈.
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Saw this poster with the 2 big words "Xmas Xchange" when i went out just now.
Ok, first of all is that Christ-mas Christ-change or Ex-mas Ex-change?
Second of all, IM SICK OF ALGEBRA.

Jesus Christ man!
And why isn't it like Jesus X?

Merry Christmas and Merry New Year in advance btw.

2007-12-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

最近发现在现在这个时代,
追求物质享受有点再所难免.

而想要赶上时代与科技的步伐
有点象是车夫钓在驴子面前的那棵胡萝卜--
一直想吃, 可是永远也追不上.

不过那买了新东西后短暂的快感似乎真有点......爽

象我前天和Wang Zhipeng去Sim Lim Square买电脑.
俩人一去到那就直奔鹳雀之顶楼...I mean第五楼.
在那里问了几家, 终于找到了一个最便宜的--$650.
而在买之前也是折腾了老半天:
Processor & Mother board, AMD or Intel?
Core2duo? Which one?
Graphic card, 8500GT or 8600GT?
RAM, 1G or 2G or FOUR G?
Upgrade to better casing? Which casing?
如果人只用大脑的10%, 那我当时应该是用了110%.

而买后的那种冲劲更是强烈.
等了不到1分钟没等到的士,
便决定直接去搭MRT,
尽管是一整台的电脑机箱.
----------------------------------------------------
马上就要去总共三天的聚会了.
三天漫长的岁月,
我的电脑...
怎么办!? 怎么办!?
不过还好那边有XBox =)

唉...物质享受...悲哀...

好了, 我要去追胡萝卜了, 拜拜!

2007-12-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

哇, 一整个星期都在外头"奔波",
终于有时间来写了.

4-12-07
我和Klin约着去了Sim Lim Square.
他要买Wireless 的耳机,
而我打算给我的手机买一个1G的memory card.
来到那边, 我们首先就看到了一家我们要去的店.

第一楼
问了问价钱,
耳机: $156
1G mem: $50

对我来说价钱似乎合理, 不过我们不知不觉来到了
第二楼
耳机: $129
1G mem: $40

第三楼
耳机: $100
1G mem: $35

顿时, 我似乎对<登鹳雀楼>有了全新了领悟.
"欲穷千里目, 更上一层楼" 有点象是
"欲买便宜货, 得上几层楼".

很可惜, 再往楼上走, 价格却没有减太多.
Klin花了$90买了耳机,
我最后决定买2G的, $50.

2007-12-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

Have been the (n+1)th time I'm deleting useless chain-mails
(I mean the emails not the 1.4k thingy)
Then i saw the title write "PLEEEEEEASE READ!!!!!!!" blah blah blah,
and i realised that chain-mails seem to be getting really desperate for you to read nowadays.
Coz...nobody reads it I guess...except the ones who forwards them... ~~screw those people~~

And I began imagining one day,
when chain-mails runs out of ways to lure people to read it,
that they put the title as "DO NOT OPEN!!!"
Lol.

Too bad, I would be the first one to say "Kool, saved me all the trouble".

Then for the rest of the world:
"OH GOD DAMMIT, WHAT IS THAT I NEED TO KNOW MAN!"
And after 2 seconds they click,
some friends of theirs' on msn goes "Dude, you just tried to send me a virus"

Lolol, no chinese alert......for once

2007-12-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

呼! 前三天拼了半条命, 干了差不多35个小时.
回到家都有点半呆半傻的了. 哈哈.

其实也没那么夸张,
只要有点事情干时间会过得很快.
想起最开始发传单的"岁月"(其实只有三天)
一天6个小时似乎比我在酒店的13个小时还久.

Anyway, 我还没有正式告诉他们我不干了.
等到我领到了钱再说. 省得他们出花招. >=)

2007-11-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

再一次的, 我坐在你面前,
凝视着你.
想起以前你带给我所有的快乐,
所有的欢笑.

五年前, 你是那么安静地踏入了我的世界.
的确, 我成绩的一落千丈跟你有关系.
但是, 我不怪你. 我真的不怪你.
是我自己的错,
是因为我自己所缺乏的自制力.
缺乏的自制力去停止在每分每秒对你的思念.

回忆总是那么美好,
现实总是那么残酷.

这些时你对我所传达的信息
令我非常失望, 非常失望.
你一次又一次地把事情搞杂了.
或许我对你的期望太高,
对你的要求太多.
也或许是因为我已经把你所付出的一切
当成了理所当然.

对不起.
可是, 我想我们再过两个星期就要分开了.
分手快乐......

的确很快乐.

Intel Pentium 4 processor,
512RAM, 40GB capacity, 1.8GHz
我的旧电脑, 永别了!!! 哈哈
以后就不会再死机了,
也不会有blue screen出现了.

很快就要领工钱买新的电脑了. Yay! =D

2007-11-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

[ 有一只小白兔快乐地奔跑在森林中,
在路上它碰到一只正在卷大麻的长颈鹿,
小白兔对长颈鹿说: "长颈鹿长颈鹿,你为什么要做伤害自己的事呢?
看看这片森林多么美好,让我们一起在大自然中奔跑吧!"

长颈鹿看看大麻烟,看看小白兔,
于是把大麻烟向身后一扔,跟着小白兔在森林中奔跑.

后来它们遇到一只正在准备吸古柯碱的大象,
小白兔对大象说: "大象大象,你为什么要做伤害自己的事呢?
看看这片森林多么美好,让我们一起在大自然中奔跑吧!"

大象看看古柯碱,看看小白兔,于是把古柯碱向身后一扔,
跟着小白兔和长颈鹿在森林中奔跑.

后来它们遇到一只正在准备打海洛因的狮子,
小白兔对狮子说: "狮子狮子,你为什么要做伤害自己的事呢?
看看这片森林多么美好,让我们一起在大自然中奔跑吧!"

狮子看看针筒,看看小白兔,于是把针筒向身后一扔,
冲过去把小白兔狠揍了一顿.

大象和长颈鹿吓得直发抖:"你为什么要打小白兔呢?
它这么好心,关心我们的健康又叫我们接近大自然."

狮子生气地说:"这个混蛋兔子,每次嗑了摇头丸就拉着我像白痴一样在森林里乱跑." ]

其实以前在圆圆袁媛的博客有很多小兔子的故事.
觉得这个实在太经典了.

2007-11-21T14:09:00.000+08:00

[ 从前在一个小乡村, 有一位女孩子.
她和她妈妈每天都过着俭朴的生活.

她从来都没有离开过这个乡村,
也从来没有她一直渴望拥有的新衣服.
她因为这件事而很自卑, 很自卑.

就在她十八岁生日那天,
她妈妈破天荒地给了她20块,
叫她去城里买她喜欢的东西.

就这样, 她一个人走去了城市.

一路上, 她都是低着头,
心想这些路过她的人都比她好, 比她有钱.

一路上, 她看到了一位自己心目中的男生,
心想哪位幸运的女生会和他跳舞啊.

终于, 她走到了商店,
看到的是眼花缭乱的漂亮衣服.
售货员上前递给了她一个绿色的发夹.
可是她看到标签上写着16块, 便打算不要买了.

但还没等她反应过来, 发夹已经扎在了她的头上.
当她转过身看到镜子里的自己时,
她简直不敢相信镜里的面孔.
戴上了那发夹后,
自己是原来如此的漂亮.
没想到区区一个发夹有这么大的效果.
二话不说, 她买了下来.

此刻, 她是多么的兴奋, 多么的开心.
立刻奔出了商店.
可是一不小心撞到了刚进门的老绅士.
道了歉后, 她还是一个劲往外跑.

一路上, 路过的人都议论纷纷,
议论着怎么从来没有见过这位美丽的女孩子.

一路上, 她又碰到了那位男生.
他也是同样的惊讶.
"待会儿愿意和我跳支舞吗?" 他问.

女孩子更是欣喜若狂.
想到还有四块钱, 不如回去商店再买点什么.

回到商店, 那位老绅士还在那儿.
他说:"哈哈, 就知道你会回来的.
你刚才撞到我, 把你的发夹给弄掉了." ]

想想那些整容的人,
或是那些化妆化得不象人不象鬼的人们,
他们整的不是自己的面容, 而是自信心吧?

2007-11-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

每次坐40多分钟的车去Hilton酒店,
我的脑海都会被遐想给折腾得死去活来...

巴士前的挡风镜,
刷子刷得很起劲.
身上带的随身听,
似乎已经没在听.
望着窗外的风景,
想到这世界的阴影,
不禁一阵恶心.
很可惜很可惜,
所谓的和平,
不过是战争的好心情.
世界似乎太平,
但小的纠纷永不停.
生活不会风平浪静,
需要我们吞声忍气.

2007-11-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

已经在Hilton Hotel干了两天了.
感觉跟长堤差不多.
(差不多当然也包括了头手与管理人___的态度)
不过区别在于那里一般都是婚礼晚宴.

每当新郎站在台上,
在那感人的一刻对着新娘许下承诺时,
我都会发现在台下的年轻女士们热泪盈眶.
我会在想她们是否是因为在这一刻的感动而默默地用泪水为新郎新娘祝福
还是因为自己还是单身而悲哀地用泪水为自己默哀?

我不知道, 也不会知道,
但我知道的是, 那不关我的事. -_-

2007-11-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

有些时候会听到一些非常典型的话语, 觉得蛮有趣的:

试卷分回来了, 他得了D7.
他感叹道:"唉,应该把自己的目标设得高高的----A1,
这样一来, 我就应该可以及格了, 考到C5或B4."

如果这是他的目标, 那么"目标"便失去了它的意义.
把目标设得实际一点, 当你达到了,
那往往是一种安慰, 激励与成就感.

比赛结束了, 他输了.
带着微笑, 他说道:"我已经尽力了."

的确, 在一个紧张,严肃的比赛场地里,
在一个高警惕的状态下,你能不尽力吗?
他的的确确是在比赛当中尽了全力.
但是, 他在比赛的前几个月有尽全力去训练吗?
如果有,或许他会说:"哈哈,那家伙真有两下子"
服输.
如果没有,那他所说的也倒是情有可原.

2007-11-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

刚才看了U频道9.30的节目<论语>.
唉,新传媒终于有一个有点意思的节目了.
的确非常有意思.
不过我只记得里头所讲的两个故事:

有一次, 孔子的一位学生叫子贡问了他先生(孔子duh)
这么一个问题:"有没有就一个字可以让我终生受益."
这么一个苛刻的问题,孔夫子也回答了.
是"恕"一字. 宽恕的恕.
接着作了解释:"己所不欲,勿施于人"
自己所不想要的,便也不要给于别人.
的确,如果能百分百的做到,便天下太平了哈哈.

接着又谈到了人生中最大的遗憾莫过于自己的心灵把生活中的遗憾放得更大.
人生百年,熟能无憾?
在生活中往往都会遇到一些不愉快的事情.
但当事情过去了好几天,几月,
自己却还是在不停地咀嚼这件事.
心里是越想越不愉快.
节目里的于丹教授说: 我们该做的则是越早放下越好.

她一边说我一边笑, 因为发现自己的确是不停地回想, 越想越不爽.
不过还好,另一半的我总是尽量逼着自己别想下去.
但不知是否真的"放下"了.

从前有一位老和尚和一位小和尚下山去.
来到了河边,看到一位姑娘没法过河.
于是老和尚背着小姑娘过河.
过了河后便把姑娘放了下来.
小和尚看了很吃惊.
但出于对前辈的尊敬, 没有把他心中的话讲出来.
他们走啊走, 走了20多里, 小和尚终于憋不住了.
问:"一个出家人怎么可以背着一位姑娘呀?"
老和尚回答:"我背她过了河,便把她放下. 你却把她背了20里都还没放下."
哈哈, 小和尚在心里左思右想了20里的路都没放下...

"拿得起,放得下" 这段话不知在这里有多恰当或贴切.
不过生活中的不如意往往都不是自己想要"拿起来"的.
但是懂得如何放下则是关键.

2007-11-12T10:41:00.000+08:00

呼! 又是一种解脱感, 因为昨天刚辞了那份工.
其实也没那么差, 不过就是时间太晚了, 加上想换换工, 所以辞了.
"同事"们, 别想我哦. (我看你们连我名字都没记清楚)

虽然辞了, 不过一个恶心的场景却一直缠着我不放:
由于暂时没有需要干的事, 我站在那儿挺直了身子, 观察着身边的事.
我们的头手(也就是那些负责为客人点菜和对我们唠叨的家伙)领着刚来的一组客人, 让他们就座.
面对着客人们, 头手武装着的可是一张大大的笑脸.
一个月牙弯的笑嘴把一对已经很小的眼睛更是挤得眯成一条线, 几乎连鼻子都快被淹没了.
那笑容可真是甜到腻.
他对着客人们说长问短地, 看也不看地带领着那组客人.
可是, 当他转过头来, 就在那迅雷不及掩耳之势的一瞬间.
那笑容, 那脸蛋, 立刻消失得无影无踪, 完全不留一丝的痕迹.
我站在那, 呆若木鸡. 肚子里是一阵接着一阵的恶心.
靠, 笑得也没那么假吧?
"还站在那干嘛? 快问客人要喝什么!" 什么口气你还不知道吗? 不就是比吼小声点罢了.
"哦ok, ok." 无奈...

酷, 马上要去一家面包店应聘了. Ha! In your face Long Beach!

2007-11-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

31-10-07
战争终于结束了...呼! 解脱.
不过倒还真的很难把理解问答的最后一篇的文章给忘掉------二死一伤. 十足的悲哀.
弟弟死了, 祖父死了, 阿婆病了.
可见作者是多么的幸运幸存了下来, 来写这篇还没读就sian掉的文章来宰杀我们.
再一次, 悲哀...

1-11-07
5.30pm 跑到了IMM的长提海鲜馆准备打工的训练,才发现需要穿长裤.
只好~~千里迢迢~~跑会家再跑回去. 唉...
加上我, 总共有4个来培训的.
他们教了我们如何上茶,给客人换盘子,收碗碟,摆放新的餐具.
哈哈,4个小时感觉过得挺快的. 至少比站在那里发传单要快.
woo!待会又要去那里培训了.

2007-10-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

2006年3月20日

那寂静的夜晚无情地宣告了我博客的离别.
"wah sian, i think im sian diao of blogging liao" 是它临终前的最后一句话...悲哀...

"生命是美妙的, 死亡是宁静的, 令人厌烦的是两者之间的转折点"------是...哎呀,管他是谁说的. 但愿这次的转折点不会那么让人厌倦, 哈哈.